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Saturday, April 30, 2011

Tata say bye bye :(


Tata is grandpa in tamil, sy dh gtaw pernah kn tata sy sakit, dia sangat2 sakit tahap kritikal, masok hospital tukar lagi satu hospital, kedua2 hospitalnya dia masok icu. kedua2 hospitalnya datuk sy koma n xbangun, kedua2 hospitalnya dye guna oksigen tank tuk bernafas, n kedua2 hospitalnya i tengok dye. Hospital yg pertama dye masok pada hari Khamis ritu, masa sy kat sekolah, tiba2 diberitahu tata sy jatuh and kena pi hospital, gila mengejot.

Ceritanya macam ni, tata mula2nya, dia xleh jalan sangat, kena guna tongkat, tetapi sebagai sorang laki yg mukanya tebal, dia takan guna tongkat, tulah sebabnya dia jatuh ada satu kali kat rumah dye duk sorang2. kesian taw. dye mmg tinggal sorang kat seberang perai, nenek saya dulu adalah pasalnya xmau tinggal bersama.lepas kejadia dye jatuh ritu, mmg buat org risau sbb dia kadang2 akan keluar berjalan, satgi jatuh kat tengah jalan org taktau,tulah sebabnya makcik sy anta kat rumah org tua2, bukan mreka jahat @ padia, sememangnya jalan buntu. Tata saya pown ok with it.

Lepas duk 2 hari camtu, dye ckp badan dye x sedap, dye ckp dye tamau duk sana lagi,bila anak2 dye pi visit, dye akan tanya " bawa kereta x ? beg sy kat sana. " maksudnya dia teringin nk balik pulak, setipa kali mreka pi, dia akan suruh mreka bwa balik. sbb takot nak jumpa ayahnya,sbb sakit hati akan diri sendiri, makcik2 sy x pi visit 2 hari sebelum atuk masok hospital.

Lepas 2 hari x visit, mreka terima fon call kata " u nya bapa demam teruk, nk anta pi hospital skunk " so.. bROOOOMmmm.. mreka terus pi hospital tengok tata,malam hari pertama sy pi tengok tuk, dye mmg sakit, tangan2 nye sume ketat and dye tengah berketar, x sedar dan temperature masih high and very high.

Malam ritu jugak, 12am camtu, makcik sy yg overnite tu anta dye ke lagi satu hospital di penang sbb tuk bukan shj demam xpi heart problem jugak, mreka xde facility tu so kena anta kat hospital len.yg tu hari jumaat,malam ritu pun sy pi tengok tuk, trust me, dye macam DAH mati, matanye terbeliak tengok atas x berkelip2,mmg takot, mmg sedih, mengikut cina, masanya sudah sampai and 'kawan2' dye mai jemput so dye tengok atas, yg tu mmg mata org mati, pupil dye kat dlm pown besar2 putih sikit lagi tu.imagine, suruh u tengok tuk u yg sufer camni, u manusia jugak mesti nangis.

mmg tata xleh tahan dh, mak sume kata, kalo mati, mati kat rumah jgn tunggu kat hispital lg, roh dye x aman, so kite kena bw pi rumah,n biar dh mati kat rumah, kita bukan kejam, tapi mmg tuk nk balik sbb dye bg response bila kita ckp kita nk bwa dye balik. serius, sy mcm tengah tengok tv, x sangka and xpernah mau kejadian ni terjadi.

semalam tuk sy balik rumah, sume tunggu kat rumah, anta dya balik n masuk bilik dye sendiri, sume duk menangis, nek sy pown sama. mata dye masih sama, lepas buka oksigen tank tu, tuk sy masih bernafas, masih duk tahan, masih duk merana, macam ni, kira dye mungkin takot mati, 6 kali dye tiba2 henti ingatkan dye dh mati, xpi due hidup balik, BETUL !! dye xleh gerak pa2, xpi masih duk nafas sekuat hatinya,11 jam dye kat rumah, kol 11.05pm dye meninggal, tata dah dapat cari jalan and pi dengan aman !

Gong Gong, please, may Jesus bring u to the right path and hold his hands and go with Jesus peacufully, thank you for all your care and love to everyone in the house, everyone thank you as mush as they can ! May Gong Gong rest in peace ...

ps: tata sy masuk kristian 2 tahun lalu.

Friday, April 29, 2011

Karangan tiru2


Weyh, hampa tau x, karangan tiru2 budak ni belambak, n F.Y.I, karangan tiru2 tu, salin balik karangan , 1 bulan 4 karangan, ni budak ni, tangguh2 keje tulah ada 16 karangan lagi !! 16 tau, kena siap dalam masa lagi 2 hari, !!! mati larh I ..


And, datuk sy skunk ada kat ICU di Penang, tolong sayang2ku, doakan datokku, dia x shat sangat, nak nafas pown kna oksigen tank tu, demam xenti2, bergetar lg, xmau tengok dia suffer, pliz, moga dia cepat semboh ! jgn sakit lg tok, stay strong, Jesus with u !

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Be strong !


I may look weak and known to everyone that I'm weak, PHYSICALLY yes, MENTALLY, i dun tink so ! i can b as strong as ur father, ur boyrfriend, Undertaker and many more, u WATCH OUT !!!

I am strong #.#

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Baby, i sayang ♥


I said I was the big bag of rock that u must carry, but actually, I'm the lightest bag u can ever find coz my LOVE is pure and true. If there are a big bag that u must carry, let me help u with it, we carry along the road till the wrinkles cum out from u and me and till the body is left only skeleton.

I'm sorry, I'l be good, drink water, excercise, be strong and be Urs

Thanks mummy ♥



Maaa, you are sick, u should go to c doctor ma, y not ? sakit aty bila tengok mama sakit! x sukah sama sekali. I'm sorry i alwaz offended u, never listen to u, and selalu buat mami marah, but i sayang u. Mami, please, take care of urself, take care of us !

Gong gong, eventhough we weren't alwaz close, maybe never, but i love u too coz u are my grandfather. Please get well soon, and everyone, tolong doakan tuk saya yg sudah tua n sedang sakit, doakan dia sihat cpat. Dah tua, pity him must suffer.

Please Big Man , hear my prayers, take care of my Gong Gong, my Mami, my PoPo, my Mama Sheah and all others family members and me dearest sayang ! I love them all and trully care ♥

Thursday, April 21, 2011

:@


woik budak ! kalo nak mengumpat tuu, jauh2 ckit, pi men jauh2 , jgn ngutuk kat belakang !
Paling benci budak macam tu larh !! HATE ! tunggu ar, kalo thp kesabaran sy dah terlampao ang buat, muka depan Metro tu, muka saya n u, ang TENGOK ar !!!!!

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Arghhh ~ morning2 headache like shit.. sangat menyakitkan.. but, must go school.. frensz take care of me please, i have a terible headache now, kalo pengsan jgn biar saya tertido kat sana, plizzzz, aq tanak tido kat lantai, heeee :) , tak pengsan nya larh, hahaha, actually now is 6.45 dah, so must get ready to school..

"mami, dunwan go school can ?, very headache?(with terible looking face)"
"MUST GO, go sleep in the claz or nytin,must go school how oso"

dengar tu, arahan sudah dibagi, saya dibenarkan tido dalam kelas !!! heeeheee :)

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Happy :) u ?

Rakan2 sklian, slam 1 malaysia, rini sy syiok. hehe :D . tah nape, mungkin jugak i can c her longer. seronok sangat !! very happy, if everyday can, i wish to have today as everyday ! n, today, i realise, my frenz are with me all along, love them all, no hate, sumtimes irritating and annoyin but LOVE them all !

and , and, want be macam tuuu



this is Bi Hyul from Korean, believe it or not, the picture is a SHE :)

Monday, April 18, 2011

"nape kena ada title ?" tanya Looi

apa saya nak ckp tah, oh ya! hampa tau, bukan sy nak prasan tapi nape ada orang suka saya ? tak paham tol ar. sy xsuka mereka pown, takat KENAl pon x, pliss larh, leave me alone, kacau org len leh x ? im sorry but sy tak sanggop nak adek2 kak2 angkat2 sume tu. sy xbek pown, sy JAHAT, sememangnya nampak sy JAHAT! so, ada org yg lebih bek, so konklusinya, please, leave me alone.

n nak tanya, kalo u jumpa sorang, dan secara tidak langsongnye, kamo senyum sampai x nampak mata, tu maksodnya apa ?maksud u shukah pada dia ke gembira nk jumpa dye? tah nape, sy jumpa budak tu, sy rasa gembira, dye sorang yg melawakkan, sangat and i shukah samah dye, heeee :) nak tengok dye senyum kat sy, xpi rini dye nampak sad semacam, sedih jugak aku :'(

Sunday, April 17, 2011

chelam saying sorry :(

i'm sorry b. i dunwan to let u down. i wan u feel proud of me. i wan u proudly presenting me for being urs. but, all i noe, i'm useless but not useless. just want u to be proud, but nothing's working. can u stop talking to him and nother him. can u block them? can u? i dunwan to be selfish, but the msges they sent, hurts me b. im sorry i control u too much. i just couldnt resist anymore. please baby :(

Friday, April 15, 2011

Boredom !



apahal nak tulis..
na terilekk..
bored everytime..
lazy to update..
what do u guys think ?
my mind is asking me to study, but my body is not doing any action..
what to do what to do ?
a person is in my mind..
have no idea why..
hehe..
ini smemangnye saja2.. !!

Monday, April 4, 2011

I hate ****** man !

****** man FUCK !! I always hated them until now they FUCKING did something to my beloved ! FUCK FUCK FUCK ! They don't deserve to live . They should go to HELL !

****** man are show off king, they act macho but never is ~ My own experience, an ****** boy, the most show off want in my tuition, and when he saw a mouse running towards him, he jumped ! I hate those kind of men and the men who only think about vagina ! They are idiot ! God gave them life to live it well, full of everything and not horny stuff !

Woman have the rights to speak ! The rights to do everything ! Don't think that woman is weak. They're not and the more men look down upon them , the more they will strike ! BEWARE you !

And I'm not saying all man are bad ! Honestly, some are very sweet and kind ! For those idiot fellows that Big Man knows, WATCH OUT !!