Nothing ,

Yes, i'm sometimes and mostly everytime I'm jahat. But, like wat my fren say, dalam hati ada taman, I do.

Love conquer all.
U are my love, u conquer me.
I won't judge everything u do now, u say no i take no, u say yes i take yes.

Hope

I'm sorry I didn't give any love to u..
I'm sorry I'm an idiot..
I'm sorry that I'm urs..
I'm sorry for not being there for u..
I'm sorry for merajuk-ing on u..
I'm sorry I'm baddd and very bad..

I HOPE that u, baby , could hold my hand, and show me what my life is really is.
I HOPE that u, baby , could hold my hand, and lead me where my life is.
I HOPE that u, baby , could hold my hand, and never letting go.
I HOPE that u, baby , could hold my hand, and never ever give up on me.

Because u are the only one that shows me what love is..
Because u are the only one that shows me that someone is there for me..
Because u are the only one that shows me what my life should be..
Because u are the only one that I love..

And because, I LOVE U ♥ ♥ ♥

Sincerely, I' telling u, look in ur hand, u are holding my heart where it beats for u and forever will.

Gilaa Happy :D

Sebenarnya, nothing much to say.. Heeee :)
Saja gembra ar, rini Hari Guru, *aik, bukan sbb niew i gembira* , sbb kte nari rini !!
Syioooookk :P ! walapon xde pe2 yg interesting, xpi nilah hari guru yg terakhir kat zaman skolah, taun dpan xra ar, !!

so, di sini, wishing sume cikgu, Happy Teacher's Day !

Exam Hiakkkk !!

Having a teribble exam fever kawan2 sume, mati larh I, esok ada Bm paper 1 and two, nak baca apa sekarang ? hehehe, blogging dulu yerrr..

rini kan, sy terharu tengok dye, saya sakit, dia nangis ar.. sian kat dye, she worried of me so so much. sorry ar chellam, sayang back !!!

Aaaaaaaaaa, baby, I'm Sickkkkk
:( :( :( :( :( :(

Tata say bye bye :(

Tata is grandpa in tamil, sy dh gtaw pernah kn tata sy sakit, dia sangat2 sakit tahap kritikal, masok hospital tukar lagi satu hospital, kedua2 hospitalnya dia masok icu. kedua2 hospitalnya datuk sy koma n xbangun, kedua2 hospitalnya dye guna oksigen tank tuk bernafas, n kedua2 hospitalnya i tengok dye. Hospital yg pertama dye masok pada hari Khamis ritu, masa sy kat sekolah, tiba2 diberitahu tata sy jatuh and kena pi hospital, gila mengejot.

Ceritanya macam ni, tata mula2nya, dia xleh jalan sangat, kena guna tongkat, tetapi sebagai sorang laki yg mukanya tebal, dia takan guna tongkat, tulah sebabnya dia jatuh ada satu kali kat rumah dye duk sorang2. kesian taw. dye mmg tinggal sorang kat seberang perai, nenek saya dulu adalah pasalnya xmau tinggal bersama.lepas kejadia dye jatuh ritu, mmg buat org risau sbb dia kadang2 akan keluar berjalan, satgi jatuh kat tengah jalan org taktau,tulah sebabnya makcik sy anta kat rumah org tua2, bukan mreka jahat @ padia, sememangnya jalan buntu. Tata saya pown ok with it.

Lepas duk 2 hari camtu, dye ckp badan dye x sedap, dye ckp dye tamau duk sana lagi,bila anak2 dye pi visit, dye akan tanya " bawa kereta x ? beg sy kat sana. " maksudnya dia teringin nk balik pulak, setipa kali mreka pi, dia akan suruh mreka bwa balik. sbb takot nak jumpa ayahnya,sbb sakit hati akan diri sendiri, makcik2 sy x pi visit 2 hari sebelum atuk masok hospital.

Lepas 2 hari x visit, mreka terima fon call kata " u nya bapa demam teruk, nk anta pi hospital skunk " so.. bROOOOMmmm.. mreka terus pi hospital tengok tata,malam hari pertama sy pi tengok tuk, dye mmg sakit, tangan2 nye sume ketat and dye tengah berketar, x sedar dan temperature masih high and very high.

Malam ritu jugak, 12am camtu, makcik sy yg overnite tu anta dye ke lagi satu hospital di penang sbb tuk bukan shj demam xpi heart problem jugak, mreka xde facility tu so kena anta kat hospital len.yg tu hari jumaat,malam ritu pun sy pi tengok tuk, trust me, dye macam DAH mati, matanye terbeliak tengok atas x berkelip2,mmg takot, mmg sedih, mengikut cina, masanya sudah sampai and 'kawan2' dye mai jemput so dye tengok atas, yg tu mmg mata org mati, pupil dye kat dlm pown besar2 putih sikit lagi tu.imagine, suruh u tengok tuk u yg sufer camni, u manusia jugak mesti nangis.

mmg tata xleh tahan dh, mak sume kata, kalo mati, mati kat rumah jgn tunggu kat hispital lg, roh dye x aman, so kite kena bw pi rumah,n biar dh mati kat rumah, kita bukan kejam, tapi mmg tuk nk balik sbb dye bg response bila kita ckp kita nk bwa dye balik. serius, sy mcm tengah tengok tv, x sangka and xpernah mau kejadian ni terjadi.

semalam tuk sy balik rumah, sume tunggu kat rumah, anta dya balik n masuk bilik dye sendiri, sume duk menangis, nek sy pown sama. mata dye masih sama, lepas buka oksigen tank tu, tuk sy masih bernafas, masih duk tahan, masih duk merana, macam ni, kira dye mungkin takot mati, 6 kali dye tiba2 henti ingatkan dye dh mati, xpi due hidup balik, BETUL !! dye xleh gerak pa2, xpi masih duk nafas sekuat hatinya,11 jam dye kat rumah, kol 11.05pm dye meninggal, tata dah dapat cari jalan and pi dengan aman !

Gong Gong, please, may Jesus bring u to the right path and hold his hands and go with Jesus peacufully, thank you for all your care and love to everyone in the house, everyone thank you as mush as they can ! May Gong Gong rest in peace ...

ps: tata sy masuk kristian 2 tahun lalu.

Karangan tiru2

Weyh, hampa tau x, karangan tiru2 budak ni belambak, n F.Y.I, karangan tiru2 tu, salin balik karangan , 1 bulan 4 karangan, ni budak ni, tangguh2 keje tulah ada 16 karangan lagi !! 16 tau, kena siap dalam masa lagi 2 hari, !!! mati larh I ..


And, datuk sy skunk ada kat ICU di Penang, tolong sayang2ku, doakan datokku, dia x shat sangat, nak nafas pown kna oksigen tank tu, demam xenti2, bergetar lg, xmau tengok dia suffer, pliz, moga dia cepat semboh ! jgn sakit lg tok, stay strong, Jesus with u !

Be strong !

I may look weak and known to everyone that I'm weak, PHYSICALLY yes, MENTALLY, i dun tink so ! i can b as strong as ur father, ur boyrfriend, Undertaker and many more, u WATCH OUT !!!

I am strong #.#

Baby, i sayang ♥

I said I was the big bag of rock that u must carry, but actually, I'm the lightest bag u can ever find coz my LOVE is pure and true. If there are a big bag that u must carry, let me help u with it, we carry along the road till the wrinkles cum out from u and me and till the body is left only skeleton.

I'm sorry, I'l be good, drink water, excercise, be strong and be Urs ♥

Thanks mummy ♥

Maaa, you are sick, u should go to c doctor ma, y not ? sakit aty bila tengok mama sakit! x sukah sama sekali. I'm sorry i alwaz offended u, never listen to u, and selalu buat mami marah, but i sayang u. Mami, please, take care of urself, take care of us !

Gong gong, eventhough we weren't alwaz close, maybe never, but i love u too coz u are my grandfather. Please get well soon, and everyone, tolong doakan tuk saya yg sudah tua n sedang sakit, doakan dia sihat cpat. Dah tua, pity him must suffer.

Please Big Man , hear my prayers, take care of my Gong Gong, my Mami, my PoPo, my Mama Sheah and all others family members and me dearest sayang ! I love them all and trully care ♥

:@

woik budak ! kalo nak mengumpat tuu, jauh2 ckit, pi men jauh2 , jgn ngutuk kat belakang !
Paling benci budak macam tu larh !! HATE ! tunggu ar, kalo thp kesabaran sy dah terlampao ang buat, muka depan Metro tu, muka saya n u, ang TENGOK ar !!!!!

Arghhh ~ morning2 headache like shit.. sangat menyakitkan.. but, must go school.. frensz take care of me please, i have a terible headache now, kalo pengsan jgn biar saya tertido kat sana, plizzzz, aq tanak tido kat lantai, heeee :) , tak pengsan nya larh, hahaha, actually now is 6.45 dah, so must get ready to school..

"mami, dunwan go school can ?, very headache?(with terible looking face)"
"MUST GO, go sleep in the claz or nytin,must go school how oso"

dengar tu, arahan sudah dibagi, saya dibenarkan tido dalam kelas !!! heeeheee :)

Happy :) u ?

Rakan2 sklian, slam 1 malaysia, rini sy syiok. hehe :D . tah nape, mungkin jugak i can c her longer. seronok sangat !! very happy, if everyday can, i wish to have today as everyday ! n, today, i realise, my frenz are with me all along, love them all, no hate, sumtimes irritating and annoyin but LOVE them all !

and , and, want be macam tuuu



this is Bi Hyul from Korean, believe it or not, the picture is a SHE :)

"nape kena ada title ?" tanya Looi

apa saya nak ckp tah, oh ya! hampa tau, bukan sy nak prasan tapi nape ada orang suka saya ? tak paham tol ar. sy xsuka mereka pown, takat KENAl pon x, pliss larh, leave me alone, kacau org len leh x ? im sorry but sy tak sanggop nak adek2 kak2 angkat2 sume tu. sy xbek pown, sy JAHAT, sememangnya nampak sy JAHAT! so, ada org yg lebih bek, so konklusinya, please, leave me alone.

n nak tanya, kalo u jumpa sorang, dan secara tidak langsongnye, kamo senyum sampai x nampak mata, tu maksodnya apa ?maksud u shukah pada dia ke gembira nk jumpa dye? tah nape, sy jumpa budak tu, sy rasa gembira, dye sorang yg melawakkan, sangat and i shukah samah dye, heeee :) nak tengok dye senyum kat sy, xpi rini dye nampak sad semacam, sedih jugak aku :'(

chelam saying sorry :(

i'm sorry b. i dunwan to let u down. i wan u feel proud of me. i wan u proudly presenting me for being urs. but, all i noe, i'm useless but not useless. just want u to be proud, but nothing's working. can u stop talking to him and nother him. can u block them? can u? i dunwan to be selfish, but the msges they sent, hurts me b. im sorry i control u too much. i just couldnt resist anymore. please baby :(

Boredom !

apahal nak tulis..
na terilekk..
bored everytime..
lazy to update..
what do u guys think ?
my mind is asking me to study, but my body is not doing any action..
what to do what to do ?
a person is in my mind..
have no idea why..
hehe..
ini smemangnye saja2.. !!

I hate ****** man !

****** man FUCK !! I always hated them until now they FUCKING did something to my beloved ! FUCK FUCK FUCK ! They don't deserve to live . They should go to HELL !

****** man are show off king, they act macho but never is ~ My own experience, an ****** boy, the most show off want in my tuition, and when he saw a mouse running towards him, he jumped ! I hate those kind of men and the men who only think about vagina ! They are idiot ! God gave them life to live it well, full of everything and not horny stuff !

Woman have the rights to speak ! The rights to do everything ! Don't think that woman is weak. They're not and the more men look down upon them , the more they will strike ! BEWARE you !

And I'm not saying all man are bad ! Honestly, some are very sweet and kind ! For those idiot fellows that Big Man knows, WATCH OUT !!

School Life

Frust ! School homeworks suck HELL !! Apasai kita kena buat homework belambak ? Try to arrange my homeworks, it will be taller than me !!! ARGGGHHH ~ bencinye !!! Somebody help. Tension gila ~ sbb kita ego kan ? ishx3 !!!

BAND SCHOOLS !!

Saving the Earth !

Yes ! We did it ! We switch off all the lights including toilet lights except tv this year ! Every steps can make it different. Friends, please realise that the world will really end if we just sit quietly without any steps.

Mother Nature needs our help. We are the child of Mother Nature on Earth. We love our mom don't we, so, we should love our Nature too !

Please be aware on all the things that could harm the nature. At least a step should be taken to save the planet Earth !

Beautiful

My life is beautiful . Why ? I have a great partner, great friends, great family and great environment ! My life in school is still going great and is my last year wearing that blue uniform. I actually got a lot of friends and actually quite popular in my school because of my friends. You know how ?

How great is my friends. I got seven of them and including me we are the gang ! They encourage me and support me until the end and with that, I have the courage to move on in my life ! I personally thank my friends who really have been there for me. When they see me upset, they'll write a letter to me and cheer me up with the way of their own. It's special, unique and one of a kind.

Baby, you are also special for me. You have been really supporting me until the end. No matter what I did, you forgive me and lead me a life that I can't really imagine. Our journey have been beautiful and I'm sure there's more beautiful path ahead !

With you and my friends, my life will be a RAINBOW !

I haven't mention my family because I always know they are always there for me just like everyone's else family ! I love and care everyone that care for me and really much thanks to all of you, and that's why I have my today !

Waiting

Every steps I'm taking need your care ~ If you don't care, why I'm still taking all the steps ?

I need you everytime baby, to love and to care !

I love you, I'm sorry !

ihateyou ! do u ?

Now, I understand that what your I hate you really means . There's love in every word you say. I may not understand word by word on what are you really saying sometimes, but I know that in that every word lies LOVE ! I'm sorry I'm blur sometimes and mostly everytime, but I really do listen to every word you say !

I'm sorry for challenging your temper sometimes, but don't you feel is cute when I'm blur sometimes ?

For me, when you don't understand what I'm saying, it's the most adorable thing I see ! Honestly ! Heeeee :)

Arigato !

Thank you for Loving me !
Thank you for taking care of me !
Thank you for taking all the blames on me !
Thank you for reminding me to bath and eat !
Thank you for a beautiful journey !
Thank you for your smile !
Thank you for scolding me when I did wrong !
Thank you for forgiving me everytime I hurt you !
Thank you for waking me up in the morning !
Thank you for your Morning wishes !
Thank you for your Goodnight Kiss !
Thank you for a lovely hug !
Thank you for letting me know that I'm useful !
Thank you for supporting me all the time !
Thank you for feeding me smiles !
Thank you for your advices !
Thank you for helping me finishing up my homeworks !
Thank you for encouring me !

There'e a lot more thing to thank you. I can't blog it out because there's not enough space ~ You did a lot to me ~ I appreaciate everything you've done ~

Lastly ~

THANK YOU FOR BEING MINE !♥♥♥

Good vs Bad

This is Jin from the game, Tekken. He is the main character in the game actually. He will fight WITH his father, Kazuya.
And the devil is also him but the evil him.

The main point is. Everyone have a bad and good side. Everyone including myself. Not evil, just bad. But, if I believe in myself, one day, all the bad will go away.
Baby, thank you for making me good. I'm not a Devil Jin. I'm good especially for you. I don't want you to be in the middle. If you choose me, be patient for two years, can you ? I'm sorry.

You are the sunshine in me ~ You are the Spongebob for me !

Sincerely, iloveyou baby !

Forever means Ever !

The picture shows the REAL MEANING. I love you and never ending Love. I will wait for until the end. You are 80 years old also I can love you. Remember, all you got to do is be strong ! That's all you really need ! Believe on what you think is right, but don't regret ! I'm supporting you whenever and whatever happens, I still Love you.

Good to know that you feel the same way as me.
Baby, iloveyou ♥

Never letting you go

Finally ~ I heard it from you ! Nobody in this world could replace you too ! You're the first and last. You are MINE . Since your heart still belongs to me, I will and must find a way to be with you. Wait for me ! I promise I will !

I Dreamt ~

I slept if you want to know . I didn't sleep well at first . But, I did. Don't worry. You ? Anything happen ? Eaten ? Bath ? Body still paining ? How can I ask you ? I saw your misscall . I'm sorry, I haven't wake up yet at that time . Anyway, I dreamt. Something special and about you. Yesterday I said you look nice in a wedding dress. So fast it's over. Anyway, yesterday I dreamt of you choosing me instead of him. You are happier like that because he got 4 more child but I have only you. Then later, you stayed with me. After few months, he forgiven you and he asked you to go home because he missed you. Then, you did. But, the relationship still go on. He was touched to see how much our love is.

It's just a dream. But, a dream that I wish it would come true ! Take care b ~

iloveyou ❤

I finally heard it from you ~ I keep myself positive, hoping that you still love me. But, actually no. Now, I really understand trully . Baby, I'm alright if you're doing this, but sometimes, you kinda hide everything in you. I'm alive and ready for you. For 20 months, it's really hard. Plus, for what we've been through, harder than ever ! No matter what , remember me and my Love ❤

Love ?

What more can I say ? I love you and forever and that's it. Sometimes people say, " if you love someone, you don't need to be with them, just watching them living happily that's true love" . My dear, for you, I will do it. But, one thing I must say, if you love me, tell me please. I'll find way to be with you. I saw what you wrote, make other people happy and you will be happy. And that's what I'll be. Remember me, remember love !